Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Struggle Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a dreary Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense sensation erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by quick shocks, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the discomfort subsided and then came back with increased force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often start with severe pain behind a single eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like several triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical records suggest bizarre treatments for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global medical societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the attacks of well-known individuals.
But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short cycles with occasional episodes are handled with abortive therapy only. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a